This is incredible work, and could be in an art gallery. Imagine what you can do when you slow down and turn down all the BRAIN*NOISE, and put effort into things you love. And unfortunately sometimes things you don't love, but need to be able to be successful in the real world and become whatever and whoever you want to be. This blew me away. Seeing this, and your self portrait, and the hand ..... you're amazing my sweet little angel! I love you so much and want to see you become the best version of you!